8-Another Year

...it doesn't get better.
New year gives you hope of a change. For the better, you try to foll yourself.
Well, it doesn't work that way, sadly.
While I would love to tell you it'll be allright, nice and cozy, it won't be. It's gonna be rough, hard and harsh.
But you know, what? Screw that.
Even I'm too tough to care. So are you.
Let's do some epic shit this year!

7-Casualties of trollism

...everybody does that. Sometimes.

Or am I wrong? But am I?

Trolling has been spreading throughout the entire internet for quite a long time now.
Being sarcastic and annoying. Oh gosh, how annoying.
Also, hating.

Both have the same roots, really. If you are trying to make someone mad, the change of their mood will mean you achieved something today! You pissed that guy off! The girl won't talk to you again, cuz you so rude, my boi!

Hating? The same. Rebecca Black sang this crappy song that somebody wrote for her! And it SOLD!
OMG let's make her cry, quick! Don't let her be happy, if we aren't doing our shitty home assignments or after-hours work.

So much logic behind that kind of thinking, eh?

But still I tend to do it. Not to the people that actually do something. Griefers is the type of people I love to have fun with.

Because how much harder for a troll must be to handle a troll, than a normal person?
Cya!

6-ComeBack

..I'm sorry.

It's been so long since the last update that I'm starting to appreciate Google accounts merging. No possible way to forget the password this way.

Anyhoo!

I got into english language school. Yay, something to keep me going after classes in the university.
Nothing changed much except for my hardcore distaste in humanity. Or maybe just my community.

Nevertheless, I can't stand all these stupid people and pointless quarrels and other little annoying stuff, like mispronouncing and misspelling. Really, since I picked up reading books (this time for real) the people around me are getting more and more annoying at staggering rate.

Hope it stops soon.
Or not at all.

Cya, guys. Good to be back.

5-Chronicles

...life is short.

So I guess we are all supposed to make every day, every hour, every minute count. Right?

I don't really know, but there's this thing on the back of my head. Feels strange. I feel like I really need to leave something behind. After me. For others.
Legacy.

But hey! I'm just an ordinary not-so-well build guy with a crap of a job and a shitload of problems. Especially psychological ones lol.

So...yeah.
Making every day count is like expecting economy to always go up, weather to suit your own needs every day and sun to be always up.
Nada.
I mean...cmon, everybody has a right to have a bad day. A lazy day. A day-off. Whatever.
Because after that, the better days have to come. No matter what.

Oh, how optimistic.
Cya

4-VideoGames

...we only have one life.

Lately I've stumbled upon this one indie video game and it gave me the creepiest of feelings.

I am a murderer.

Yes, the game called Execution by 2DCube is one and only game that can change so much in so little time.
It makes you understand a few things and shift your life view in a moment.

You have one shot and then...there's no turning back.
Try it out, or at least see for yourself, what I'm talking about:


Part 1

Part 2

These videos show exactly, what I learned and how my feelings towards videogames changed.
Short, hard, straight to the point game.

Try it!

3-Me and the Music

...people change.

Sometimes there might be a point of no return, but most of the time you quite possibly can change. Dramatically.

Maybe that's not the best example, but me listening to Skrillex looks kinda crazy.
After so many years of listening to pop - then hip-hop, about a year ago I Discovered* Daft Punk.
Deadmau5, Wolfgang Gartner and SebastiAn followed.

But one day the hardness of these beats and heaviness of the drops wasn't enough for me. Not anymore.

That's where Skrillex came in. I really envy this guy for so much hard work and creativeness to create and fulfill his own niche.

Now I'm trapped. Can't find anything as melodic, hardcore and simply - good, to stop listening to his compositions.

Help?

*Discovery may be the very best human ever composed and recorded. Just saying...

2-Crossroads

...here I am.

Again.

When life gives you apples, throw them at windows. Lol.

No, seriously now.

I'm choosing my university right now and can't stand the thought that after three months of working, living almost on my own and paying nearly all my bills....I'll have to get back to my former student life.
Disgusting.

Like a kick in the nuts I'd say.

They say it won't be that bad.
They say I'll learn so many interesting things.

Yeah, but I won't have time to work at the same time...and yet again, I'll have to depend fully on my parents.

Gee, what's the point of studying anyway?

Till next time.